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MY BLACK CLOUDS CAME...

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Every time I feel lost, my immediate escape would be the "shopee" app. A week ago, I bought a non-mechanical keyboard that gives a mechanical feel, a budget speaker, and a phone stand, and also not forgetting my laptop stand. My goodness, it has changed my room's, desk's appearance. I can't deny how setting up my room according to my preference and liking changes my mood and makes me feel better. 😉 WHAT does it mean when I mentioned the word "lost"? I have never really expressed how I feel to anyone whenever they ask me "are you okay" when I'm actually not OK except by writing them down in my diary. I am not here to victimize myself and point fingers at other people. I'm here, you can say to validate myself? But definitely not seeking attention. I don't know.  It took me months to figure out and acknowledge what I went through was indeed depression as well as the anxiety that I am still experiencing to date. I have questioned mysel
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MY ONLINE FRIEND - Do you believe in miracles?

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I have this older guy friend who is so dear to me. We had never seen each other in real life for more than four years of friendship until his wedding day came. So, before the miracle part, let me tell you why he is so special? Until today, I still wonder how someone I got to know through tinder became my friend and now a good friend all through just WhatsApp conversations. No phone calls or random facetime but only through texting. Funny, but this is the truth. When we swiped right on tinder, he was still single, and most of the time, I barely continue texting a guy from that dating app for more than two or three days. I find it hard to convince myself that I am texting the right guy. I don't know how we both made progress in building such a good bond between us, but that's how life works, isn't it? And unexpected introductions are the best when it works, and it worked between us. Throughout these years, he has never failed to make me proud of having him as a friend, someon
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